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I fell so bad and so sad. Why? I don't even know "why", but I think I know the real reason. 
Why everyone is so ... damn.... I don't even know how to describe them all. Fuck. I hate this. I hate everything. I hate them all.
At first, everything was fine, I was in school, than we ran away from it (from two last lessons, damn english lessons). That was cool) We were talking about many different thing, like fucking school, fucking boys and so on. Shura gave me our photos from Marina's Birthday, we came to my home... we were talking, talking and eating)
Than, they went home. I wait for Marina, watch TV and fell asleep.
I woke up at 8 p.m. so late... Every day, I sleep two times - at night and after the school. I don't thing it's really "normal". We walked to shop with Marina, came back at 10.30 p.m. And than...
I think it's some kind of nostalgy or something like that. But I feel like I'm broken, killed and ripped. It's so hard... Some people would never understand me.
Why everyone is so ... damn.... I don't even know how to describe them all. Fuck. I hate this. I hate everything. I hate them all.
At first, everything was fine, I was in school, than we ran away from it (from two last lessons, damn english lessons). That was cool) We were talking about many different thing, like fucking school, fucking boys and so on. Shura gave me our photos from Marina's Birthday, we came to my home... we were talking, talking and eating)
Than, they went home. I wait for Marina, watch TV and fell asleep.
I woke up at 8 p.m. so late... Every day, I sleep two times - at night and after the school. I don't thing it's really "normal". We walked to shop with Marina, came back at 10.30 p.m. And than...
I think it's some kind of nostalgy or something like that. But I feel like I'm broken, killed and ripped. It's so hard... Some people would never understand me.